okay just one more homework assignment to do and then i can relax and play GoI or something
Tag: venting
Sometimes i get this like overwhelming sense of dread all day and i dunno what it is but i’m just, like, scared of doing anything? sort of, like, i hesitate to enter rooms with other people in them or i can’t talk and i’m wicked self-conscious and all i want to do is curl up into a ball and sleep or smthn. which makes it hard to get things done, obviously but i don’t know how to not feel like this? like it fades after a while, very gradually, but i wish it just didn’t happen in the first place
so i went to this counselor therapy session thing and im actually sorta kinda really happy because now at least people are starting to realize “hey maybe there’s something actually wrong with her” and im actually maybe going to get some help with this